week seventy three>> "Yippee"

Sweet Cec,


These last two weeks of zbook non posting have gone by with blur and chaos and pain.
Seeing you yesterday was a much needed joining of our selves.
I crashed in the night, feeling bodily sick to my stomach - I know that the popcorn from Hallie and my outing, combined with the glass of wine was not sitting well, but also I think I ingested some of the emotional swirl which released in our time together.

"yippee"       click to view

On this 'yippee' spread, which we will now move from, didn't you tell me that the story words under 'Now I'm Free' are an accounting of your own life changing accident?  And I know I shared that the 'Yippee' is a characteristic quote from my Grandma who is now deep in the heat of a life altering year.  She told me recently that she is having trouble envisioning the future for herself, and that is so frustrating because she has more love to give and more time she wants to spend with us.  I imagine one of the hardest parts of that experience for her is that it is a new experience, being as she has been such an optimistic thinker all her life.


Ive got to go now.  I love you and am here for you with an ear, a hand, a hug, a home, whatever love.
Be well, -J.